And then there was Heather

So i Guess this is where I kinda give you guys some more insight to me. I'm totally random and callous.A pessimist to say the least, not paranoid with the "every ones out to get me" view on things. I've learned the only one out to get me is me. I was Born and raised here in Tucson and I love it here. The black hole of Arizona,where there are no jobs, crappy weather, and people are as rude as they  get. I think the sun baked every ones brains into a pile of mush. My family lives here, not from here,except for my sister. My mother is an over reactive Bostonian, with a heart of gold. My father is form Midwest somewhere and probably the most negative man you've ever met. Why am I telling you all this you wonder? Just giving you a background so you can understand who I am. A drama queen, borderline personality. Some days I hate myself and other days I think I'm a genius. At 6 am I haven't decided what today will be.  I live with a soundtrack playing in my head. And in true random fashion god only knows what the soundtrack for the day will be. I get a lot of time to think, as I stay at home for now with my two Awesome kids, (I know every ones kids are awesome) Well don't expect words of wisdom or political or religious views from me I don't really care for the last two. Like it says just random thoughts!